Why is education SO expensive?

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 Why do we have to pay a huge sum of money to learn something? Why is education so expensive in this world? Why should we be a burden on our parents if we want to succeed in life? WHY? SHOULD WE? BE DEPENDENT? until we become independent? It is so disheartening to hear that to ace some random test you should take coaching worth 50 fucking thousand rupees for the preparation of that fucking test. (i know you can still do everything on your own through free resources. DO NOT COME @ FOR THAT)

Isn't education for all a sustainable development goal? then why? Why if we want to study somewhere else other than the home country that we have to pay double the amount than native citizens? Why is it difficult to get a scholarship or bursaries? THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND MONEY. Sadly, money is not taught in schools. Schools focus on scholastic and professional skills, but not on financial skills. Why doesn't school teach us how to make money OTHER THAN THAT USELESS STUFF LIKE THE PROPERTIES OF DETERMINANTS? like seriously where am I gonna need the knowledge of finding the inverse and adjoint of A in real life? 

Why are we forced to dedicate most of our time to learning useless stuff that we are never gonna use in life THAN the things that will actually help us in life? I'M SUCH A MESS RIGHT NOW. The thought of how I'm gonna afford all my education without being a burden on my family and oh, cmon we all know the financial condition of our families. You should be extremely grateful if you do not have to worry about how are you gonna fund your education but just the studying part. Even, I'm so grateful. However, it is not always easy for me. I'm scared WHAT IF I won't get accepted into need-blind universities? WHAT IF I'm not good enough? How will I be able to live the life I have always imagined. AND I KNOW I HAVE TO WORK FOR IT INSTEAD OF JUST COMPLAINING BUT RIGHT NOW I AM SO SAD AND UNHAPPY THAT WRITING THIS DOWN IS HELPING ME RELIEVE MY STRESS. I can't even cry in front of my parents as they will be unhappy and will keep asking me questions. I do not want them to worry on this futile matter. Maybe it's all in my head. 

I do not even have a best friend with whom I can share all this? FRIENDS FOREVER WHO? I can't even talk to someone about my situation. There is no one who knows all my history. BUT THE THING IS I WANT TO SHARE. but I don't want to waste their time on these futile matters. I JUST CAN'T.

and this whole youtube thing. I haven't finished my 4000 watch hours and it's been a year now. I DO NOT KNOW WHAT I AM GONNA DO. I am just so sad that I still have to finish 1300 watch hours until I get monetized on youtube.


I HAVE SO MUCH TO DO AND STILL, I DO NOTHING AT ALL OH GOD I AM CRYING BUT I CAN'T BREATHE. I CAN'T EVEN MAKE A NOISE BECAUSE MY PARENTS ARE SLEEPING BESIDE ME. I guess I should just sleep and sleep all my sadness away.

Yours, 

Avneet 

Comments

  1. yk who lolMay 4, 2024 at 3:07 PM

    hi beautiful, look where you are now, damn. avneet who wrote this is def proud of you 🫂.

    ik you know it but still, im always here whenever you need me :)

    ik the world is bad, dw, coz we gon fix the shit out of this world, hehe ;)

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